Quite possibly.
LSB and I went to see TV On The Radio at the Roseland on Saturday night. Mania ensued. They rocked, we rocked.
I experienced states of mind that I never knew existed. Spoke things I’ve never spoken before. Opened up my mind and soul, uncovered, naked. Left my past behind to live in the here and now. Appreciated life… listened… touched… expressed… loved.
And this was all prior to Saturday night — at which point it turned up to 11.
Things were so amazing, I couldn’t even sleep. I don’t think I’ve been up for 36 hours straight in about 10 years. So much to think about… the pursuit of happiness.
I’ve found it all.
Holy fuck.
I haven’t ever really achieved a state of calmness like this with someone. I’ve always been worried about myself, the other person, getting hurt… You know… self-confidence issues.
But this. This us. I feel ok. Like, if I try, and remember, I can let go of my past and just use what I know now to do my best with you.
That’s the plan. :*
Dude. You gave me goosebumps, Ben.